It upsets me when people waffle (mmmmm waffles) between the decisions they make. It upsets me even more when they involve me in it. Like i don't mind listening to it and trying to help but when they pull me into the mess grrrrrr. I don't know why I'm writing this journal but it's some what making me feel better. It's hard to explain how i feel, this person means so much to me and i want to help so bad but every time i get close to them they start to like me as more than and friend and they are taken. All day they will tell me how mean she is to him but how he could never break up with her...Or how much pain she puts him through but he loves her to much. SO then he'll turn around and tell me how much he loves me and it's just like, no ugh stop it!!! I'm so confused and in pain...